heart to miss you

One nite I stand..
I remind of you..
Our hope and dreams..
Tears in my eyes..
When you gone so fast..
When I realize..
You know I can't be perfect..
I fall from you..
You make me like I can stand with you..
You make me like I can live with you..
I can hold your hand..
So please dont let me down..
I try to be a stronger..
When I know everything over..
Every time I feel..
Every day I need..
I never see you once again..
Now,I can't be stronger..
Even I try to forget you..
oh no,, I missing you.. I need is you..
So please don't let me feel like..
I keep you in my heart..
I miss your smile.. I miss your voice..
I miss your face.. I miss your love..
I need you here.. I need you hear..
In every night,, in every day,, like I want you to be me..
In every night,, in every day... it's you..
you know,, everything it's you..
you know,, everything it's you...

08/02/2010

allahuakbar...
ya allah kuatkanlah aku dalam cobaan hati ini...
gw kecewa banget.. gw kira dia bakal ada disini sampe gw balik ke sekolah.. ternyata dia harus ninggalin gw..
dia harus pindah tempat kerja and gw gak akan bisa ketemu dia lagi..
tapi bagusnya dia udah kasih tau gw..
tapi kenapa waktu gw sama dia hanya sekejap ya allah...
gw harap dia bisa tau apa yang udah gw rasain..
gw tau dia itu playboy.. dan gw juga udah ngerasa orang kaya dia ga mungkin setia sama cewe..
gw sih tau itu dari orang-orang sekitar.. tapi kenapa gw masih ada rasa sama dia..
ya gw sendiri aneh sama diri gw nih..
tipe gw tuh kenapa gini banget sih...
gw udah tau jeleknya dia tapi gw masih suka..
mungkin karna gw ngerasa dia itu lain di pandangan gw...
ya allah... kini ku berdoa kepadamu..
If he is the best for me
bring me with him
but if he is not the best for me
keep me as far as possible with him

04/02/2010

hari ini gw ngelakuin kesalahan besar.. menyianyiakan kesempatan... tapi terbaik buat hubungan gw and cowo gw... pagi gw jaga di apt.. trus, ada dia minta bikin kunci ke gw, tapi gw lagi kesel banget sama bu luci and ka nani,, ya gw cemberut tuh,, eh, pas gw udah bikinin kunci.. dia tanya, perbedaan kunci 924 sama 925 apa?? gw bilang ajadi coba aja di pintunya.. eh, dia kabur gitu aja.. mukanya sebel banget sama gw... ahhh gw nyesel bilang gitu ma dia.. gw minta maaf,, jujur aja sebenernya gw pengen lupain lo.. gw gak mau hubungan gw ma cowo gw renggang gara-gara lo.. maafin gw cky.. pas jam makan siang. gw liat dia lagi makan,, tapi ga di bangku kesukaan dia.. dia duduk di tempat kesukaan gw, padahal bangku dia kosong,, apa tuh tandanya dia marah banget ma gw.. trus selesai makan, dia gak ajak ngobrol gw, tapi langsung ngobrol sama temen-temennya di depan kantin.. huh,, sumpah gw ngerasa bersalah banget,,, I'm sorry my dear.. but this is the best for my relationship with my boyfriend... I'm so sorry..

03/02/2010

hari ini lebih sial dari kemarin... gw liat dia pagi, tapi ko pulang jam 2.. kenapa ya???

02/02/2010

I'm not luck today,, tadi pagi sieh, liat dia di guard house baru datang... eh, siangnya ga liat dia sama sekali... di kantin pun tidak... oh,, I miss you dear... seandainya dia tau kalo gw tuh kangen ama dia.. pasti deh dia gak akan mau temuin gw... hahaha...